3-3-20

I’m a bit tired from the rain, today… BUT I STILL VOTED. I’m not gonna say for who I voted because A) I don’t remember and B) This is not going to become a political website. All I’m going to say is that I still don’t feel like I’m making much of a difference.

I did go out and have fun afterward. I hung out with a friend of mine that I haven’t chatted with much in the past couple of years. We talked about college and relationships for most of the time and it really felt good to open up about things. I realize that I don’t talk with a lot of people in general so I end up word-vomiting on my peers. Not the best thing to do but as long as they are okay with it, then I guess I’ll keep doing it…

I was doing a lot of thinking on my way to Opelika about how I haven’t really opened up in my relationship with Beau. Sure, I’ve told him I can get anxious and he’s seen me when I become over-stimulated through crowds, but there’s more to it than that. And I try not to think about things to much because I would never want him to witness me when I’m in my down stage because it always feels like I’m a huge bummer and I make others worry.

I’m really not in the mood to go too deep in my head for today. I just really wanted to post. I guess I could work on my project which has been sitting there for ages now. Either that or go home and watch Netflix, again.

Published by iffybiffy

Hi! I started this blog to talk about exploring deeper into personal mental health! I try to update with journals every 3-4 days.

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