10 Fears I have developed since I started paying bills on this shitty 10+ year old trailer

1. There is no working lock on our door + the handles eventually stop working. 2. Holes have started littering the house, I keep finding new ones. 3. In the summer, rodents, snakes, insects, etc. could possibly make their way in! 4. Rats have started chewing on anything. Soon, they may find the wires… 5.Continue reading “10 Fears I have developed since I started paying bills on this shitty 10+ year old trailer”

Acting may not be my strong suit but boy is it fun!

My friend Nigel from NERDtorch is making a whole ass movie! And it looks legit! If you want to, you can check out his insta @nitrohotfire. He’s been posting vlogs of behind the scenes about said movie under his Vampire film story. He’s also got a few sneak peak shots that look pretty fly. HehContinue reading “Acting may not be my strong suit but boy is it fun!”

Mapping out my life route options

I’ve been trying to make a lot of big decisions lately but the branches to other paths are keeping me static. Maybe I just need to type them out and get a better understanding of what my options are. I could always “move in” with my brother, his wife, and their 1.5-year-old kiddo. I couldContinue reading “Mapping out my life route options”

Time travel part 3~ Final part Ft. Nickie G.

You remember a past post I made about going back in time and changing something in a relationship? I’ll go ahead and say that it’s just about left my system so I had one more sip from the cup before I kicked it out the mind. I wanted to know if I was the onlyContinue reading “Time travel part 3~ Final part Ft. Nickie G.”

Something I wrote when I was in college~

My Little Obsessions So, I am pretty bad about getting obsessed with things for a short time and within a week, being over them. This is super unhelpful and annoying but it happens almost every time. I have an easy knitting box in my closet from when I tried to learn how to knit. I’mContinue reading “Something I wrote when I was in college~”

Flip Flops in my mind!

You ever go through a day where you can’t attach yourself to one emotion? If the answer is yes, than you just might keep reading. Who knows, these days. Even if you can’t relate, there’s still a chance you’re interested. Either way, I’ll continue explaining why I’ve brought you here today to ask this agonizingContinue reading “Flip Flops in my mind!”

Your stance on drug and alcohol addiction?

Today, I had a bouncy conversation with a coworker I’ll call J. I use the adjective bouncy because we seemed to have spoken about 4 different topics in under 15 minutes. I like those types of conversations because it shows how much you can stretch into a single talk. For instance, the title of thisContinue reading “Your stance on drug and alcohol addiction?”

Spontaneously Terrible Things

Spontaneously terrible things Have kept me up at night They fill my head with dread And No one knows when they’ll happen Or if they’ll happen Spontaneously terrible things Kept my dad up at night They filled his head with terrible dread And No one knew why it happened Or if it could happen againContinue reading “Spontaneously Terrible Things”