Being in this relationship can be confusing

There are so many times when I think about the relationship I’m in being a bit much for me. I feel expected to want to be around my boyfriend all the time and any time we are alone, I become anxious because I know he’s thinking about sex. We’ve done it a couple times but […]

I apologize for the silence, so I’m gonna break it.

For some reason, this shitty thought floated through my head some hours ago. I was laying on my boyfriend’s lap while we watched Castlevania and a thought just… drifted into my head. I was feeling weary and my brain just says, “This would be a good time in your life if you died.” A vacant […]

There’s good people, and then there’s me.

For starters, I’m not saying I’m a bad person, I’m just not that good either. So, two things have caused me to really reflect on my behavior and morals. The first was this TV show I’m watching called The Good Place on Netflix, although now that I’m on season 2 I’m not so worried. The […]

Back from Atlanta Pride Parade

Hey all, I just woke up from a nap about 2 hours ago and am finally settling down to type about the Atlanta Pride Parade! I’m incredibly sore from all the dancing and I, now, know that 3 vodka shots (with lime) on a mostly empty stomach will kill any movement for me in the […]

Extroverted? Here’s Some Tips on being Quiet and Reflective (more or less)

Yay it’s story time! Maybe this could be considered Sad Story 2 part 1? … Naaaah. Here’s a little background before we begin: No one knows me better than myself and I like to consider myself an ambivert. I don’t feel completely like an extrovert or an introvert. My closest friends haven’t seen nearly half […]

I’ve got an Associates to nothing, She’s pregnant, and He’s unemployed

Let me give a little backdrop to this scene. So, I graduated class of 2016. At the time, I was planning to attend a community college, get the Associates that I, now, have and jump right into a big and scary university to pursue a degree in Elementary Education. I went right up to the […]

Cruddy college memories- Part 3

I’m continuing this series with a final assemblance of cruddy college memories about being made uncomfortable and ending shitty relationships. To start off, I had a guy ask for my number when I worked at McDonalds and after, maybe, our 3rd phone call, he started asking me questions about having children with me and when […]

Negative memories throughout middle/high school- Part 2

So, as some of you may have read in part 1, I’m doing a little series about my history with people making me uncomfortable through word or touch. In part 2, I’m going to be talking about the many times I felt uncomfortable due to hurtful comments or people invading my personal space. In middle […]

My history with discomfort from unwanted physical contact-Part 1

Note: This is not going to talk about sexual assault. These are just going to be parts of a story where I share an impactful moment of discomfort due to people not understanding my boundaries. Pretty much an explanation of the reason why I am the way I am. So, for as long as I […]