I apologize for the silence, so I’m gonna break it.

For some reason, this shitty thought floated through my head some hours ago. I was laying on my boyfriend’s lap while we watched Castlevania and a thought just… drifted into my head. I was feeling weary and my brain just says, “This would be a good time in your life if you died.” A vacantContinue reading “I apologize for the silence, so I’m gonna break it.”

There are good people, and then there's me.

For starters, I’m not saying I’m a bad person, I’m just not that good either. So, two things have caused me to really reflect on my behavior and morals. The first was this TV show I’m watching called The Good Place on Netflix, although now that I’m on season 2 I’m not so worried. TheContinue reading “There are good people, and then there's me.”

Back from Atlanta Pride Parade

Hey all, I just woke up from a nap about 2 hours ago and am finally settling down to type about the Atlanta Pride Parade! I’m incredibly sore from all the dancing and I, now, know that 3 vodka shots (with lime) on a mostly empty stomach will kill any movement for me in theContinue reading “Back from Atlanta Pride Parade”

I’ve got an Associates to nothing, She’s pregnant, and He’s unemployed

Let me give a little backdrop to this scene. So, I graduated class of 2016. At the time, I was planning to attend a community college, get the Associates that I, now, have and jump right into a big and scary university to pursue a degree in Elementary Education. I went right up to theContinue reading “I’ve got an Associates to nothing, She’s pregnant, and He’s unemployed”

Cruddy college memories- Part 3

I’m continuing this series with a final assemblance of cruddy college memories about being made uncomfortable and ending shitty relationships. To start off, I had a guy ask for my number when I worked at McDonalds and after, maybe, our 3rd phone call, he started asking me questions about having children with me and whenContinue reading “Cruddy college memories- Part 3”

Negative memories throughout middle/high school- Part 2

So, as some of you may have read in part 1, I’m doing a little series about my history with people making me uncomfortable through word or touch. In part 2, I’m going to be talking about the many times I felt uncomfortable due to hurtful comments or people invading my personal space. In middleContinue reading “Negative memories throughout middle/high school- Part 2”

My history with discomfort from unwanted physical contact-Part 1

Note: This is not going to talk about sexual assault. These are just going to be parts of a story where I share an impactful moment of discomfort due to people not understanding my boundaries. Pretty much an explanation of the reason why I am the way I am. So, for as long as IContinue reading “My history with discomfort from unwanted physical contact-Part 1”

Makeup tests for Atlanta Pride Parade ft. Nickie G

I went to Ulta for just 2 things: A cheap but pigmented palette with pink, purple, and blue and e.l.f.’s liquid liner. You wanna know what I bought? I bought both items I needed AND a deep blue matte lipstick by Maybelline called Explorer, some clearance lip balm (I lost my old one…) and e.l.f.Continue reading “Makeup tests for Atlanta Pride Parade ft. Nickie G”

The past few days have been nice~

Usually I only get two days off a week, which is fairly normal don’t get me wrong. However, I don’t know a single soul who thinks two days is enough and the only reason they don’t ask for a third is because those extra hours are what pays for some of their bills. Back toContinue reading “The past few days have been nice~”