Spontaneously Terrible Things

Spontaneously terrible things Have kept me up at night They fill my head with dread And No one knows when they’ll happen Or if they’ll happen Spontaneously terrible things Kept my dad up at night They filled his head with terrible dread And No one knew why it happened Or if it could happen againContinue reading “Spontaneously Terrible Things”

Finally starting to feel up

I know I usually post a lot when I’m down but I was just too down last week. My birthday was just me choosing to be alone so I could nurse my mental wounds with Seagrams and Marlboros. I did get some money from my parents which turned into groceries. I finally felt like I’dContinue reading “Finally starting to feel up”

I’m coming back.

I’ve mentally been who knows where and the feeling of normalcy and stability are returning. I apologize about the few days I’ve been away. Things have been a bit hectic because my schedule keeps doing almost-180s. I’m training for a different position at work and the schedule is 4:30am-12pm whereas my original schedule was 8:30am-2:30pm-ish.Continue reading “I’m coming back.”

I’m so early!

I’m literally so early to my flight that the flight before mine is about to leave. I panicked thinking my flight was on another concourse but then realized: 1) my flight doesn’t board for another hour 2) the flight posted on the board is expected to leave soon. I’m dumb Although I’ll give myself someContinue reading “I’m so early!”

I wanna share something I wrote mid June-ish —Long Story

First and foremost, I just wanna add that this man I wrote about, is now my boyfriend! 🙂 Introverts can date?- Long story This is news to me and here’s the story of how I recently found this out. Pre-story info: A guy I’ve liked for roughly 6 months now asked me to go toContinue reading “I wanna share something I wrote mid June-ish —Long Story”

What are the little ticks that come with your anxiety?

I am not sure if there is an actual term for this as I have always called it that, but I’m basically asking what is the main gesture(s) you do that lets people around you know that you are experiencing some form of anxiety. Mine is fiddling with my hands and fingers: i.e. squeezing myContinue reading “What are the little ticks that come with your anxiety?”